I dreamt of KAT-TUN.

My parents and I went to Indonesia. Then I saw Kame and talked to him. Don't know why suddenly night already (ok this is a DREAM!!!)...

And... I was chatting with KAT-TUN!!! At first I spoke Japanese, but my Japanese really poor (-_-|||) so I spoke English. And Kame conversed in English fluently~! (unbelievable...) We chatted happily and talked about many things~ Too bad I can't remember... T_T Ah, Kame gave me 1 paper and told me go to that place stated in it in the following day. And I told him about KATTUNesia, too.

Then I asked why they were here: drama or MV? Kame said no but they then presented new MV to me!! Ermm... It's like there was a frame (or rather a hp screen or TV screen) in front of every member. Not singing all at once but Kame first, then XXX second, XXX third... (I don't remember whether got Jin singing. I remember I saw Jin, but I didn't talked with him!! Not even once... *sighs*)

This is marvellous!! What I remember was the song is great!! And the MV also!! But...! I don't remember it's melody already... T_T

Then everyone clapped!! Then suddenly (again) they were surrounded by many people and they went back hotel and I FORGET TO TAKE PHOTOS WITH THEM!!!

And then the next morning...
It's was raining heavily. I was walking towards the place written on the paper. And I saw many people (or fans...?) there. After that, Kame started to give some instructions... Play games??

Next I was like talking to Maru and Koki...? I said to Koki that it's a pity I didn't take photos wif them the last night... And today is impossible as their manager was here. And you know what Koki said? He said... "We got handphone here, nvm" OMG~!!!
And then... I woke up. Dream stopped here... Sighs...

I got some chinese BL resources. Just post the address here in case someone is interested in~


http://www.blmoyu.com/read.php?fid=153&tid=39506&u=56534

Today my classmate, an Indian guy wore a earring on his left ear. When I first saw him I was like "OMG!!!". Because he was like, erm... u know? Cleopatra.

I got one chinese description, 妖艳 but I really don't know how to put in english.... Is it flirtatious? Erm.. After I read the meaning I dun quite agree with it. Translation is troublesome, at sometimes.

Then I started thinking the reason he wore earring. Is it forced by his bf??? Hmmmm.... XDXD

Juz now we MSN and he said he wanna wear a smaller earring 2mrw, ok is today already my dear.. Cos today's one really big and shiny... So let's see how's his look 2mrw.

~Good night~

Juz finish watching "Shock! is real shock" drama and making of One Drop (by KAT-TUN) pv. I feel excited~~~

"Shock! is real shock" is a drama, on-stage drama, not drama series ok. But actually I don't really understand what the drama is about.... The only reason I downloaded the drama is that I wanna watch KAT-TUN while they are still as Jr.s (Johnny juniors).... (OMG, fangirling is a serious prob!!!)

And while I'm watching Shock!, I found that Koki is missing. Because the whole KAT-TUN is performing, so where's KOKI!!!!??
Then I find ah find, rupa-rupanya Koki looks different from nowadays liao~~~ In Shock!, Koki looks normal, a good boy etc. But now, erm........ like gangster a bit lo...... But actually Koki has a kind heart~~ Koki ne~

And yes! The PV!!!!! OMG it's so great!!! Actually I laughed while watching it. They were so boring while waiting for mv shooting so they played QnA game. (I can't describe it but MARU and KOKI u 2 are sooooo hilarious.... XDXD) They keep asking and answering weird sentences!!!
And then I watched their solo firming and group filming. OMG the are 6 cars that hv their initials of name and their DOB!!! I wanna collect them ALL!!!!! XDXD

And juz now I let my roommate Sue watched Ueda and she said, "He is, erm, beautiful le!" OMG, Ueda u heard it ??!!! (Well of course he can't hear -_-||||) Someone who don't know you also comment that you are beautiful!!!! So you are indeed our princess ne~ But don't think that Ueda is kind of "soft" people, he know boxing k!!!!!!!!!!!! (this is controversial, beauty vs boxing....... oh....)


~Beware of fangirling~

Genki genki~~
I was trying my newly downloaded screencap software on several mvs of KAT-TUN. And while I am working on One Drop, I found that Ueda smiling and talking when they were singing.
The pic isn't very clear because i'm still new to screencap..(???) But if u hv seen the mv i'm sure u know which part. ^_^



(the part is: "koki: Drop it, Love, Dreamin', Eternity, Hope, Teardrop, so everything and Bye-Bye")

And also, I made 1 ueda wallpaper from RESCUE, widescreen(1366x768), bcos that's mine screen resolution. (juz wonder anyone wants it, i feel hard to find widescreen KAT-TUN wallpaper here...)



smiles~~

EDITED: credits to JOR team as I took from their subbed MVs. Please credit to me also if you wanna use the above pics. (ma... 1st time i did this...)

我从来、从来都不是一个好 朋友
不会主动去找人聊天
不会主动关心人
不会主动问候
只会等着
等着别人来主动问候
等着别人来主动关心我
等着别人来主动找我聊天
是因为独生么
或许
是
也 不是
成长的每一个因素
或许都起着决定性的作用

在外头，看到朋友，不管是不是久违的。第一个反应是什么？我会躲起来。
我害怕啊。
怕些什么。
自卑吧
是这样吧

我身旁
有一群很好、很好的朋友
是我的中小学朋友
每次每次
她们都会说
“不开心
要跟我们讲哦”
谢谢你们
真的
我 没事
不是什么大不了的
纯粹就 自寻烦恼

I am always not being a good FRIEND
always stay in my little, little world
I will not go to them
I will stay and wait for them to come to me
I know this is wrong
but it is not easy for me to
do anything

I will hide when I see my friends outside there
I feel scared
I feel ashamed...

好久都没有写了。。。
写华文，应该没几个LJ的朋友能看懂吧。大家几乎都是国际友人呢。 Gomen ne~
嗯，只是想宣告，我还没忘了这里呢。 Kame chan要加油哦，还有仁、tatchan、koki、丸子、甜甜，大家都要好好的！！！

Represented by: Kamenashi Kazuya, Japanese singer, artist.
Although it's rather late to be famous at the age of 20 in Japan, but his song is so popular that middle-aged uncle also can sing, his first drama also defeated the drama starred by Takizawa Hideaki (???).
Kamenashi is also regarded as "super idol".
To Kamenashi, age is not a big problem, but "suitable time" is the key to his success.

Characteristics: Easily to know VIP or talented people, anxious, easily to create problem, be careful.

Suggestions: Be open-minded, listen more to others people's thinking.
You should not always be the one who solve the problem, if needed you can let go and let other people to solve the problem.
Remember to rest more and enjoy your life.


Basically, this is soooo alike to Kame's character don't you guys think so?
What's the drama that defeated by Kame? Gv me some clue, thanks~~

Well, I hv to admit this is a bit late. Sorry~~

I've started to learn hiragana and katakana. Well, some of the words do similar with chinese words!
Somehow, I feel myself like a primary one students...Writing the hiragana and katakana one by one... Ha ha...

Why he could have 3 families at one time????
No, 2. I forgot. He had divorced mum...
Seems like I hv no feeling........
i feel suffocated....
nvrmind,
i listen to songs......
KT sings well
i don't want to think anything....
don't want..........

Well, it has been such a long time since my last visit. I'm delighted that farah_chan and tadano_nika added my as their friends!!! And also those who had added me previously. Thanks~~ Erm... I'm busy preparing my SPM, very stress and tired!!! And KAT-TUN had release their singles!!! The 2 songs are great. Compared to "Yorokobi no uta", I like "Your Side" more, especially the line "I'm on Your side..." . Somehow I imagine someone will say this to me... :)

I am at Genting now. Very boring~ My parents like to come, so I just come lo... But they thought I am already an adult (or is becoming an adult), so they just let me be alone. I had used to this, really. But why am i feeling so down?



That day I got the news that Jin is coming back to KAT-TUN. Really? Oh! I am so excited!!!!!Since I started noticing KAT-TUN, Jin has already gone for America. Honestly, disappointed. And I hread DJ saying: "KAT-TUN has not been so popular singe Jin's leave" Well, I'm not agree with this. Right, Jin is beautiful(??)....Erm...Ok, goodlooking, and his vocal is good too, but other member also put their effort!!! If other fans really not support KAT-TUN because of absence of Jin, then they are not sincerely support KAT-TUN.
Anyway, I cannot buy their CDs in M'sia, very disappointed. Luckily, some kattunlove's member very kind. They always upload some songs of KAT-TUN.
Arigatou kozaimas!!!!

I am at Genting now. Very boring~ My parents like to come, so I just come lo... But they thought I am already an adult (or is becoming an adult), so they just let me be alone. I had used to this, really. But why am i feeling so down?



That day I got the news that Jin is coming back to KAT-TUN. Really? Oh! I am so excited!!!!!Since I started noticing KAT-TUN, Jin has already gone for America. Honestly, disappointed. And I hread DJ saying: "KAT-TUN has not been so popular singe Jin's leave" Well, I'm not agree with this. Right, Jin is beautiful(??)....Erm...Ok, goodlooking, and his vocal is good too, but other member also put their effort!!! If other fans really not support KAT-TUN because of absence of Jin, then they are not sincerely support KAT-TUN.
Anyway, I cannot buy their CDs in M'sia, very disappointed. Luckily, some kattunlove's member very kind. They always upload some songs of KAT-TUN.
Arigatou kozaimas!!!!

Actually I have another online journal at ( Live Spaces ). The only difference is that my friends around me only know the existence of Live Spaces. They don't know about this livejournal. So, my most private things will be revealed at here!!! I don't want my friends to worry about me. There are too many things I want to hide from them. So I create this livejournal account.
I like Hock Siong. But I don't know whether he like me or not. Sometimes he ends our msg-ing with "miss you", and I also reply him with "miss you too". Does he like me also??
This year I have to sit for SPM. I know I won't have time for relationship. But I really want to know his thinking...

今天，听到洁盈说她压力大，要自杀，我心中那好不容易被抑制下来的念头又蠢蠢欲动了。曾几何时，我也曾有自杀的念头啊！课业的压力、朋友间的纠纷、老爸的背叛让我彷徨无助…呵，可笑啊！或许，我也属于Y世纪的“草莓”一族吧！怎么这般承受不了挫折？
安慰了洁盈，也再次把自杀的念头压在心底。只是，恶魔的苏醒，又有谁能料到？

I always knew it... Somehow I like to torture myself...I like to peel off the dry skin of my scar...Painful, but I feel... great?? No, I don't know how to describe it... This "addiction" is worse at the time when I am feeling stress...Also, seeing the blood flowing out make me ...excited?? I don't know... Well, I'm not having mental problems, ok!!! Somehow, one wod: STRESS!!!

Ya, my first post~ Somehow I feel stressful... :] SPM this year... Actually I knew KAT-TUN by fanfic downloaded on Joyes. Funny, right? I don't dare to tell my friends that I'm fantasizing BL stories. They will look down on me!!! They are somehow people with "normal" thinking~~
Ok, KAT-TUN... After knowing the existence of this J-pop group, I began to find their songs, lyrics, news,....And I found kattunlove. I'm so delighted~~
Well, I'll stop at here~~